Percaya

1. semua orang buat silap. tapi tak semua orang mampu maafkan kesilapan orang lain seperti mereka mahu orang lain maafkan mereka.

kita, orang yg macam mana?

2. semua orang ingin semua perkara berlangsung seperti mahu mereka. tapi tak semua orang dapat menerima bahawa Tuhan juga ada takdirNya.

kita, orang yg bagaimana?

3. semua orang takut memikir tentang masa depan yg belum pasti. tapi tak semua orang mahu letakkan seluruh pergantungan hanya kepada Dia, Tuhan yg mencipta segala.

kita?

. . .

me:
I've come to a state where I have to constantly remind myself day and night that whatever happen to us, its takdir, and Allah knows best. If its not meant to be that way, it will never be, no matter how hard we try and how bad we want it to happen..

he:
I understand. I feel that way too, at times. But we'll try our best to solve this, okay? I think theres something you need to do too- make lots and lots of dua. Walaupun kita rasa chances of (something miracle - yet very possible) is low, we shouldn't underestimate the power of dua. And sabar.. :)

. . .

1. don't blame others. no matter what.
2. redha, whatever He decreed for us is the best.
3. never give up. even when theres nothing more we can do, we still have dua.
4. be grateful. always say thanks to Allah n to people around you.

make me strong O Allah, for Your test is indeed very heavy to this wrongdoing soul. ameen.

Tanya sama pokok--

seandainya rebah
Kau masih ada

:)



Ini lagu kesayangan yg baru :D

the lyric is deep. seumpama bertanya hati sendiri, tentang kelmarin yg hilang, tentang apa dah jadi padanya hari ini, dan kemudian dgn tenang menasihati agar ia teguh kembali. i do not wish to explain further and ruin your own interpretation :)

Today is a busy day. I'm going for a vacation insyaallah -with a bunch of people I love the most- tomorrow! Need to make the payment for hotel reservations and tickets, finishing my first draft of curriculum design, completing some documents from school for next year, preparing notes and worksheets for tonight biology class, and packing some clothes, food and books for tomorrow! :D

Oh I can't stop smiling thinking about tomorrow, this is super exaggerating, provided that I see them almost every month. Haha. And thanks to school (uni), we're google+ ing and blackboard-ing like we never do before. And that makes me happy, especially when closest ones are out of town for some machine-fixing and meeting-cum-vacation stuff, and I stuck here in school library doing some 'cool' reading-and-writing stuff.

Thanks internet, for keeping us in touch =.=

Have a nice day everyone!

Wassalam.

Fasabrun Jameel~

Listening to him, walau buruk mana pun orang kata dia, masih tetap beri kesan begitu dalam pada hati..

Ada banyak nikmat yg kita tak hargai, sehinggalah Allah ambil ia semula dari sisi kita. Dan ada juga nikmat yang kita tak pernah peduli untuk miliki, sehinggalah satu hari ia didatangkan di sisi kita, lalu kita sedar betapa ruginya hari-hari semalam yg gelita. Alangkah berungtungnya orang yg dipilih Tuhan untuk hidup di dalam nikmat cahaya dan cinta.

Allahumma inni as'alukal-huda, wat-tuqa, wal-`afafa, wal-ghinaa..

but forever is not possible.. :)

a friend from college hello me on fb. updating each other, I summarized my life now as-

: forever teaching n learning :p
: aha cool. but forever is not possible
: yeah ure rite. forever belong to God
: everything belongs to God

: what are u studying, again? sane ade theology ke? :p
: its industrial design! boring stuff. no, no theology no political science. sad isn't it?
: haha we'll talk about it, over cuppa bubble tea by the lakeside
: ahaha can't wait for the bubble tea now

the last time we saw each other, we talked about free will and destiny while sitting on a beach looking at the beautiful sunset. that was 5 years back, I think :)

time flies. friendship remains.

..forever is not possible, remember? :)

trilogi hari khamis

lying on my bed, ingesting paracetamol and dexchlorpheniramine every four hours, trying not to sleep through pile of assignments due on monday.

the spm bids it sweetest good bye. the kids are having fun. chilling out with friends worrying not about study, cleaning up classes and dormitories, dressing up for the finale dinner. a day they'll cherish forever.

i'll be missing them soon.

. . .

song of the day-



time after time,
its okay..:)
. . .

puisi-

rindu
pada sekian banyak waktu
pada sekian banyak lagu
sekian banyak nama dari masa lalu

lalu
untuk apakah hidup jika masa lepas sentiasa lebih indah
untuk apakah cinta jika yg pertama sentiasa paling istimewa
untuk apakah, kita langkahkan kaki lagi, jika yg sebenarnya
kita mahu terus di situ selalu

aku yg hilang di ruang masa
yg terapung diantara waktu lepas yg tak mungkin dimiliki
kembali, dan masa ini yg tak pernah disukai

lalu jiwa,
belajarlah untuk redha
kerana Tuhan tahu, amat tahu

:)

16:35,
15 jun 2011